Insecurities before call. 20180924.
I don't know you at all but for a few conversations.
I don't really trust anything in principle.
But it's still not hard for me to connect with people
Between the two of us, we connected a little.
"New friends can often have a better time together"
Yet the ones that last are old friends.
We still go looking for new connections
Meet new people over and over again.
I have a fear of things with little meaning.
I don't understand ordinary things.
Especially friendships casually disappearing,
I don't take this well.
So you would understand why I was impersonal.
I didn't really believe in our start.
I still won't trust if it would some place take us
Until we are at last a tale of old hearts.