Insecurities before call. 20180924.


I don't know you at all but for a few conversations.

I don't really trust anything in principle.

But it's still not hard for me to connect with people

Between the two of us, we connected a little.


"New friends can often have a better time together"

Yet the ones that last are old friends.

We still go looking for new connections

Meet new people over and over again.


I have a fear of things with little meaning.

I don't understand ordinary things.

Especially friendships casually disappearing,

I don't take this well.


So you would understand why I was impersonal.

I didn't really believe in our start.

I still won't trust if it would some place take us

Until we are at last a tale of old hearts.



Raian Maruvin